whoooo! What a weekend. I was busier than I thought I would be. Right now I watching ROME on HBO, it's a great series. can't wait for Deadwood and Soprano's to come back on. To those of you who watch these shows, no explanation needed.So last Saturday morning i went out with the most annoying friends,and we went for breakfast at Ampang.and bla...bla..bla...Then i went to my aunt hse like almost the whole day!!
Around 1pm.Malcolm called me and he ask me OUT(meet Laura)but i can't..so i ask him to go alone!!he's kinda scared to meet her cause it's the 1st time..so he decided not to go!!but then he called me again around 5pm and he told me he's on the way to KLCC..what the heck!!!!then bad things happen,Laura cant make it!she stuck in the bad traffic!!sighh!!!agin....so malcolm kinda dissapointed!!
Lately i seem to have been doing a lot of it though!! I made 2 cd's today, shopped for a lot of birthday presents, and deliriously happy for some unknown reason...Must be the people around me. =) I think im started to be sucked into the world of shopping, slowly. Thw weird thing is, I HARDLY ever shop for myself!!
A few nights ago, i told Melissa: "How would you divide your self confidence and self esteem? If i was made up of 50% of each, the percentage is probably screwed up by now. I would have to go with 10% self esteem, 90% confidence".. Is there anyone out there who can tel me the difference between the two? Thats another thing people often misjudge to be the same. Well,it's not.
Confidence: The way you portray yourself to the world, how you act in front of others, and how comfortable you SEEM wth yourself. A confident person could probably state right out that they think they're beautiful, pretty, gorgeous, whatever..And though they could be labeled as 'perasan', do ou think they actually mean it??
Self-eseem: What you REALLY think of yourself. How you personally judge yourself, the thoughts you think that's for your knowledge only.. Some people think so lowly of themselves that they HATE the way they are. maybe thats me.Then again, how do i seem to YOU?
Let me know what you think. | 
This coming Saturday is Jack's sister wedding...so he invite me for the wedding,hope all of us can make it...cause that day i have something to do!!!!!emmmmm....so that's all...take care!!
